waiting is the hardest part

Right now my life filled with waiting.  It's so hard to be at this point where all I can do is wait, but I want to be doing not waiting.  In the immediate future I am waiting for 5 o'clock to come to see friends from grad school.  This will be the fun part of having to drive down to L.A.  The not fun parts of this trip - the traffic and court date.  First, traffic, it stinks and I can't believe I'd forgotten about it.  Just a few short months and it had totally fallen out off my radar.  Ok... now enough complaining, no one wants to hear whining and those of you still reading might just stop.  

Without going into the "juicy" details, I'm glad my court date is over.  I think I presented a good case and it was slightly interesting to hear the other cases go before I went up there.  And now... keeping with the theme, I get to wait for my judgement.  I hope I win, but even if I don't I've done the best I could and am proud of my adult self.  It's hard to grow up, but I'm working on it.  

The third thing I'm waiting for is to hear back about a job opportunity.  Interviews went well and my fingers are crossed.  It's hard not to count my chickens before they hatch and I'm trying not to get too excited about it, if I don't get the position.  Job searching is a long process and not the most fun.  I'm staying position though - the right job is out there and someone will want to hire me.  

So, just a few more hours now till I get to hang out with some great people.  For now I'll hang out at the Santa Monica Library.  By the way, this is an exceptionally nice library.  If you've ever got time to burn while in Santa Monica I highly recommend that you check this place out.